Recovery

Been to the gym and pn the sunbed. After I dropped Bob off I was driving home and saw 'whatsername' walking along the road with her friend. She is definately orange, haha... felt a twinge in my stomach but not really that much, she didn't look attractive to me... could be the hate manifesting tho'

'Scared to open up these eyes
See just what's inside
Twisted and cold
This house is not a home
Help me now
I'm dying here all alone

This is not a new game
So don't think that you know

Casually I confide
Awake and paralyzed
Forever in one word
Forever is the longest time
It's the only cure
I'm not sure I'll survive

This is not a new game
So don't think that you know

Can you see these blood shot eyes?
And can you see...

That my strength is failing
And I can't go on this way
And this hearts not beating
It just doesn't seem the same
And my strength is failing
And I can't go on this way
Can't go on this way


Promise me, Promise me
Promise me, You will not ever leave
Promise me, You will not ever leave
Promise me, You will not ever leave
Promise me, You will not ever leave
You will not ever leave

And my strength is failing
And I can't go on this way
And this heart's not beating
It just doesn't seem the same'