Sell My Soul

Not had much to write about.

Amanda is now officially gone. She came round Friday, Saturday she went into Schizo stalk mode. I told her that I could'nt give her what she wanted, she walked round to mine at 3:30 in the morning hammering on my door shouting that she knew I had her friend in here (I didn't)... what is it with me attracting weirdos?

Looks like I may not be going out anymore... no money to speak of.

'How do you feel
How do you hate
How do you wake up with the smile that’s on your face
Out on the moon
If I was an astronaut could I get back to you?
I’m out of my head
I’m out of excuses so I’m staring at the bed
And it’s you
It’s you...

I hold on, I hold on
(I can’t let go)
And you don’t know how I feel
Hold on, I hold on
(I’d sell my soul)
And you don’t know how I feel

Losing my heart
Losing my pride
I’d burn our initials in the sun if it would shine
I need a fresh start
I was in heaven until this one fell apart
Out on the run
Out on this empty space since all of this begun
I try
I try...

I hold on, I hold on
(I can’t let go)
And you don’t know how I feel
Hold on, I hold on
(I’d sell my soul)
And you don’t know how I feel

Hold on, hold on
(I can’t let go...)
And you don’t how I feel

And nothing seems to help
And nothing seems to work
And nothing isn’t beautiful
I’m old enough to take all the blame for all of us
There's all the games and all the faces
I’m bleeding by myself and I’m okay...

Hold on, I hold on
(I can’t let go)
And you don’t know how I feel
Hold on, I hold on
(I’d sell my soul)
And you don’t know how I feel

Hold on, I hold on
(I can’t let go)
And you don’t know how I feel
I hold on
(I can’t let go...)
And you don't know how I feel'