Gone

Spoke to Amanda for the first time tonight since Saturday... started out ok until she once again declared her 'feelings' for me, so I told her I had to go...

Hate being lonely but I would rather be like this than be with anybody just to avoid being like this... if that makes sense.

I just want to get over her, want to put the past behind me... why is that so hard?

Still not got my money situation sorted

'What you see is not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
no way to tell what's real from what isn't there
You're eyes they sparkle
That's all changed since the lies that dropped like acid rain
you washed away the best of me
you don't care

You know you did it
i'm gone
to find someone to live for in this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
just a bridge that I gotta burn
You were wrong
If you think you could walk right through my door
That is just so
you coming back when I finally moved on
I'm already gone

Sometimes shattered
never opened
nothing matters
when you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you

Always ending, always over
like a ball up and down like a rollar coaster
I am breaking
that happened today

You know you did it
I'm gone
to find someone to live for in this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
just a bridge that I gotta burn
You were wrong
If you think you could walk right through my door
That is just so you coming back when I finally moved on
I'm already gone

There is noting you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it babe
Take the hint and walk away cause i'm gone
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone
What you see is not what you get
What you see is not what you get

You know you did it
I'm gone
to find someone to live for in this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
just a bridge that I gotta burn
You were wrong
If you think you could walk right through my door
That is just so you coming back when I finally moved on
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
I'm already gone'