In the absence of the sun.

Average night Thursday and last night, Karen was in teh club asking questions about me to Kev. Looks like theres another one to avoid!

Overdrawn on my bank account now, in big trouble.

Might have to inventory all the spare bits I have and put them on ebay as a job lot, would do a car boot but that involves driving and as I have no money for petrol...

' For all the good you say it does,
It seems no better when you've had your say.
We may believe it's just because
The words get colder when you've gone away.

I thought I understood what I was to you.

I don't want to feel this way, no
I don't want to say I'm just a friend.
I don't want to wait around here
'Cause you don't want to feel no pain again.
And we just lie about it,
'Cause we become shadows of ourselves

Some may fear committed lives.
I sure am one of them without you.
Does it come to you as some surprise
I laid the ground beneath to doubt you.

Was it ever, girl,
Something you could hold?

I don't want to feel this way, no
I don't want to say I'm just a friend.
I don't want to wait around here
'Cause you don't want to feel no pain again.
And we just lie about it,
'Cause we become shadows of ourselves.

I don't want to look away.
I don't want to be the one denied .
It ain't no fault of mine
'Cause someone, somewhere told you lies,
But we don't talk about it,
We just become shadows of ourselves .
But we don't talk about it,
We just become shadows of ourselves.'