This is my heart thats breaking down, I'm screaming someone help me please!

I missed another hockey friend's wedding.

I find it hard to go to these things as a 'singleton'. Back in the day, me and Stacey would have gone and as per, I would be with the guy's, she would be with the girls. Now it feels awkward for me to be at a social gathering like that and be by myself.

I'm kind of happy being single, nobody bitching about how much I drink or how much time I spend in front of the TV. But I also miss being part of Gav and.....

I've had plenty of chances for relationships... but I am so messed up myself I know I couldn't make them work.

Hey ho, all shits and giggles...

Band name will be Soundhouse - thats a definate. First practice has had to be put back a week as the rehearsal room is already booked.

Been writing again, it's my 'therapi' song I think (music is from a very good friend of mine and a very talented musician / songwriter) - thinking of the title 'breaking down' - meh!