Vermillion part 2

Dreamt about her last night, dreamt we were getting back together. I guess my unconscious mind hates me more than my conscious one does.

Even though I saw her just over a week ago, I can't picture her... I don't want to picture her, I hate her...

Inbiz finished today, need to get the money to put in the bank...

'She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable
She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad

But I won't let this build up inside of me

I catch in my throat
Choke
Torn into pieces
I won't - no
I don't wanna be this

But I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can't make her real'