Here comes horses

My money never got paid into my bank account tonight, which makes me £25 overdrawn. If I find out it is due to Currell and his wife claiming that I am running a 'thriving' business, I will knock him (and god forbid it, i've never said this before) her through every single wall I can find. I am seriously fucked financially as it goes without fucking idiots like them two claiming they know what is going on in my life - that two faced, lying piece of shit hasn't spoken to me for over a year... how can he claim he knows what I am doing and what my financial situation is?? Yes, I have that a thriving business that I am in danger of losing my flat, can't afford to petition for bankruptcy, have no food in my flat, have been living on soup and fish fingers (which I hate, but are cheap) and am constantly sent letters from the _real_ people whom I owe money to... If you ever read this Currell, I owed you £300 from when my mum died... I owe £16,000 to other people... and yet I have, as you put it, 'substanstial assets'? Fucking clueless piece of shit! Tell you what, maybe I will do what you have done and fake 3 accidents at work and claim for them so I can get holidays abroad..? you are the biggest, lying piece of waste I have ever have the 'un'privelidge of calling a best mate... fuck you!

At the court tomorrow for Stee over the night he got arrested. He's picking me up in 6 hours. He's looking at a custodial sentance which is a pile of shite, then again, thats the way the UK justice system goes..... He's slightly rambunctious, but the way he was treat by the officers that night was shit... not that it will matter tomorrow, it's our word against theirs!

' Help me to remember girl if you don’t mind
Well I feel just like the jester when the music died
Haven't seen you lately,
But I know that nothing's changed

Feeling kinda shaky but the wounds have healed
There's a crack there in the doorway where the walls have peeled
And I still see the sunrise, on a clear day

Here comes horses
There goes the rain
Here goes nothing, here it comes again

I was thinking I was angry but I'll let it go
I was waiting on a miracle but nothing showed
And they say our new messiah
He's at the local bar

Greetings from the homefront have you heard the news
That daddy bet his paycheck on the horses shoes
And we won't feel that way for a long long time

Sitting in a taxi at the evenings end
I was trying to remember where it was I'd been and
Whether I've got someplace to be

I ask you why you come here you say just because
I guess I could do without it if I knew what it was well
It really doesn't matter, when you look at me that way'