I don't know what's real and what's not real

My heating went off again yesterday.

I have no hot water and no heating. I had to stay in last night waiting for an engineer that never turned up.

The pain in both of my hands is becoming really bad. The only relief I get is when they are numb. Painkillers are no good for anything other than a short buzz.

My free laptop is a godsend, I would be lost without it now. It may be lower spec than my previous laptops but it does what I want. Think I will look for a dvd or cd writer for it.

Last night I was able to keep a little bit warm by laying in bed with my laptop, watching Stargate Atlantis - it's quickly becoming a favourite of mine. I am looking forward to Lost, Jericho and The Sopranos resuming, American TV scheduling sucks ass.

I have been sleeping way too much lately, sometimes wasting away a whole day.

I think I have a gas leak.

I have had 4 hours sleep yet don't feel tired... which is contradictory to my previous sentence - hey ho!

My brother has finally gotten himself a new club to manage, about time - I was starting to get worried for him.

I keep hearing things.

Hand hurts, thats it for this post...