The days are drifting away from me
I've been offered a swap on my flat to a two bedroomed house. I've a lot of good memories in this place... but a lot more bad. If this swap doesn't go through, I am going to look for another. I want a garden so that I don't only go to peoples barbeques, I can hold them as well... I want storage space for all my computer spares and stuff... I want to be away from here and to try and start over...
Actually been thinking of moving out of this town...
Good hockey game yesterday, we won 17-2..
So many people are falling out with me it's unbelievable... and it's made me drink more than I would like...
'I've heard that there is 12 steps to getting over this life of mine
I'm struggling just to get past one
'cos everyday there is always something there that breaks me down
and makes me regret the things i've done'
penned today, gonna be acoustic I think...
posted by bsg @ 12:57 am
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"one day at a time" or so they say.. :-)
Friends come and go, man.
Last year I fell out with prbably my closest ever friend. She did it, not me. Couldn't believe it.
I try not to dwell on it, you know?
It's always hard though, when it all comes at once not to wonder what it is that _YOU_ are doing to upset everyone...
I have an alcohol dependancy and through this I know I have let people down... but at the end of the day, the only things I have let them down for has been _favours_ - things I have done on previous occasions for them, for free...
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