give me anything, anything to keep me breathing

Been having the old problem of continous indigestion again lateyl. Change of diet isn't helping this time and neither are antacids. The only thing that helps is to cough up / spit up the contents of my stomach... and this is what I get!

Pretty, no? Worst thing I could have done though is a google search. I pulled up THIS - and out of the 7 symptons it provides, I have . It, along with hiatus hernia and severe ulcer are apparently the 3 most likely diagnosis'

Been messing about with a few music programs, getting the feel for them. Mainly Adobe Audition 2 and Propellerheads Reason 3. I reckon I will soon be writing again.

'cross out these days
on the calendar
it hurts me so much
and im not quite sure
i care anymore'