But now I'm underwater and I'm drowning...

Had an email from the guys who are looking to start a band... they like my voice and want to arrange a meeting with me, them and a potential guitarist. I want to... no, I need to get back into the music scene - i've fuck all else going on in my life at the moment but the love of music... and singing!

Still getting indigestion but not as much - changed my diet back to low carb and it seems to ease things... I know it's an ulcer and that drinking excaserbates them... I have cut back as much as I can at the moment, if Mr Ulcer doesn't like it - he can kiss my arse until I can do better!!

Just watched a documentary on Britney Spears and although not being one of the 'teeny bopper' generation, I can appreciate that the girl has talent. Stacey, my ex, hated Britters because I always found her as sexy as fuck... it seems that most haters of Mrs (EX TO BE) Federline are women who are jealous that her squeaky clean (YEAH RIGHT!) image is attractive to men...

Me and Adobe Audition are getting along well, not only can I arrange music and record vocals with it - it is a complete musical editing suite including reverbs, compressors and every other piece of equipment I paid a giant amount of money for last year. I am planning on recording a couple fo songs so watch this space... it will happen but I have that much work on trying to get my whole flat decorated for Christmas - there may not be anybody here to share it with me but this year, I am going to have a 'proper' Christmas in my flat...