Always

If I close my eyes, I can't even picture 'whatsernames' face anymore and I don't know whether that is a good or bad thing. I do still love her and miss her with all of my (broken) heart and I know that is the wrong way to be feeling - after all, it's not the way she is feeling, wouldn't surprise me if she is already shacked up with somebody else...

' And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Lets start this again for real

So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready'