Life on Standby

"I don't think people are meant to be by themselves, that's why, if you actually find someone you care about... it's important to let go of the little things - even if you can't let go all the way. Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone... no matter how many people are around you"

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

A year under the influence...

One way or another, every day of this year I have been 'on a high', be it alcohol (lots of), prescribed medication or any other means, I have not had a 'sober' night this year... I know it's not doing me any good, but it is doing what I want, it's killing the pain I have in my soul and in my heart. I can honestly say that I have never been the kind of person who could give myself away to one person... I was your typical male whore, giving any female who looked at me, whatever she wanted... that was until 'whatsername' - I gave her everything that I could, everything she wanted, and yet that wasn't enough for her, she is the reason I have a drink problem (yes, I admit that I have a problem) but does she care? i should be so fucking lucky!!

' Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago
Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago
The regrets are useless
In my mind
She's in my head
I must confess
The regrets are useless
She's in my head
From so long ago'

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