The reason I hate Thursdays...

is because it's the first night of the week when 'whatsername' comes back into the town to work in the club she works - I just wish she would stay through Durham, why is she still hanging around here, who's it all for?? I always end up like this on a Thursday, dreading the fact that sometime over one weekend I will bump into her - I don't want to, I don't ever want to see her... fuck it, will just get wasted again!

Had a phone call today from one of the one night stands from the other week, she want's more, I don't - she is seeing someone and has a kid - plus i'm not that attracted to her anyway!

Went through Middlesbrough with our Anthony today and had a good few laughs, bought some new shoes because the ones 'whatsername' bought me are falling to bits (huh, just like everything about me and her...)

Going out tonight, just need a peaceful, yet full of femal attention, drinking session :-)