Friday night lights...

Had a good night last night, what a difference no medication makes... was incredibly drunk though, drunk enough that I wanted to text 'whatsername', but I didn't - this week makes it 5 weeks since I have had contact with her... god I hate how easy she has found all this while inside I am slowly dying, everything about me is dying...

I thought Vicky might have been out last night but she wasn't, again i'm sort of glad - I might have said something I regretted and messed our new found 'friendship' up.