Everybody's Fool...

I can't stop thinking about her, and yet I hate her with all my soul - is this what 'love' is all about?? She betrayed me despite saying it was something she would never do, then again, she is a woman and they all lie.

' Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Without the mask where will you hide
Can't find yourself lost in your lie

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore'

Everybody came round to the flat tonight, it's good to know at the end of the night that they all (even my family), use me as somewhere to come and get drunk... I don't think (one way or another) I am going to be here that long enough for them to take the piss anymore... would be a great sweet release.

What makes me laugh is as beautiful as Kelly is (always comes down to a woman, they are mans downfall), she isn't that 'attractive'... she has a very ascerbic personality - she always seem to want set people off against each other, some might say a typical woman!

FUCK THE LOT OF THEM!!!!! THERE IS NOBODY WORTH THE FUCKING EFFORT!!!!!!