Going under...

Things are getting dangerous for me at the moment, i'm getting into a very dodgy frame of mind, the kind where I could quite easy pack up and fuck off... anywhere - there is nothing here for me, nothing at all.

Again, woke up with thoughts of 'whatsername' - I just wish I could forget about her...

' blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore
i'm dying again'