Constant Static

Finally got sorted for a part ex on my laptop. Partly 'cos I need the money and partly 'cos it is grossly overpowered for what it is used for. I't a P4 3.06, 512 ram, Dual Layer DVD Writer... and I use it to chat on MSN and for overnight downloads. I'm swapping it for a Celeron 2ghz laptop and £300 cold hard cash... that should help me out a bit.

Happened upon a blog today that made me sad, it's a girl of unspecified age who cut's herself 'cos she feels so lonely and sad all the time - as depressing reading as it was, my thoughts really went out to her.

Watched a film today called 'Sideways' - it's about 2 dudes going on a road trip 'cos one is getting married and the other is his best man, the other being divorced and still very messed up - at the end, the divorced one saw his ex wife, who is now re-married and pregnant and was ok with it all... it was a nice positive message, but not one I can truly believe in at the moment - I don't want to see her, I don't want to hear from her, I don't want to think about her, I just want this pain in my soul to stop...