Feel

Had a decent day yesterday with our Anth and a good night up the club. Was drunk, can't think of a better state of mind.

Went to go ice skating with Anth and Paul tonight but it was closed... so I am in here, getting drunk - what is with everyone mentioning 'whatsername' lately? Fucks sake, I just want to forget about the stupid little childish bitch!!

' I just wanna feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
I got too much love
Running through my veins
To go to waste

I just wanna feel real love
In a life ever after
There's a hole in my soul
You can see it in my face
It's a real big place'

I just wish I didn't miss her like I do...