Goodbye my love

Practice sucked last night. Jo wasn't singing much as neither was I, well, not until the two girls went and then we managed to get a couple of songs down. 'Paranoid' and 'Inside'.

Had 2 bad days thinking about 'wjatsername' FUCK!!!!!!! I just wish I could find something or someone to stop me feeling like this. I hate living alone and being in this cell of a flat for the majority of the day and all of the night - I have even caught myself talking to the TV... and that can't be a good sign. I know I should have moved on by now, but I just can't...

' You touched my heart, you touched my soul
You changed my life and all my goals
Love is blind and that i knew and
My heart was blinded by you
I've kissed your lips and held your hand
Shared your dreams and shared you bed
I know you well i know your smell
I've been addicted to you'