Something to Be

Well, agreed to a night out round the 'toon tomorrow, just because I am feeling a bit melancholy... it is the start of the weekend after all. Going out tonight, just because I can.

Maria has been texting me today accusing me of being childish because I am unable to pay her £100 in one go - and she resorted to name calling... I find it funny when a supposed 'friend' resorts to stuff like this.. fuck her, and as I have said before - he starts, fuck him too!

' Hey man
Play another one of those heartbreak songs
Tell another story how things go wrong
And they never get back
My pain is a platinum stack
Take that shit back
You don't wanna be me when it all goes wrong
You don't wanna see me with the houselights on
I'm a little too headstrong
Stand tall
I don't wanna get walked on

I can't stand what I'm starting to be
I can't stand the people that I'm starting to need
There's so much now
That can go wrong
And I don't need somebody
Trying to help it along
It's the same old song
Everybody says you've been away too long
Everybody wanna take you what went wrong
Wanna make you like an icon
Till you believe that they're right'