Dammit

None of the lads went out last night... looks like the final nail has been knocked into the coffin of the wolfpac... Went up the club and then down the town, was drunk about 5 o clock so I can't really remember that much. Bumped into Vicky and told her that I still have (and always have had) feelings for her and that I know she is happy and I am glad for her... just another lie that i've told...

' And it's happened once again
I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
Sticks to the masterplan
But everybody's gone
and I've been here for too long
to face this on my own
Well I guess this is growing up
Well I guess this is growing up

And maybe I'll see you
at a movie, sneak preview
You'll show up, and walk by
on the arm of that guy
And I'll smile, and you'll wave
We'll pretend it's ok
The charade, it won't last
When he's gone I wont come back'