dissolve and decay

DAMN my PA rocks. I was pleasantly surprised at the loudness and the quality of the sound. That was two and a half grand well spent... just need to learn the techniques behind live and studio stuff now... and I don't mind... music has always been a big part of my life... now it is my life!! It pisses me off that people (ooh, always those closest... our Alan, my mum (god rest her soul), 'whatsername') never ever believe in what I want to do... We came up with 3/4 of a song tonight... and it's decent! Not that any other fucker will think so, but at the end of the day, I write music as a form of therapy... to kill my demons so fuck everybody else... if they can't relate to my music - they have never been hurt!!

'walk slowly towards the lights
she calling still falling, down
she crying (shes crying) and dying, lying
about last night
she cant find a way to tell me i cant find you
ill wait for i cross my heart

dissolve and decay theres nothing left for me (right now)
this fires dying down theres nothing left to take (right now)

dissolve and decay theres nothing left for me
(sit back and let her die slowly, dont cry, she didnt love you anyway)
dissolve and decay theres nothing left for me
(just try to make it out alive your blood bleeds,your blood is flowing)

(right now) dissolve and decay theres nothing left for me
(right now) this fires dying down theres nothing left to take'