New Beginning

Sacked Adam, had enough of his bullshit. Need to find a new lead guitarist now....

Need to do something moneywise... badly...

i'm lonely...

' Hand me down some photographs
spread across the floor
a broken record spins in circles
she can't listen anymore
she's turned around a thousand times
she set that bridge a fire

but did you wanna listen
you took the world with you
so what is left
so what is left for me

i called you on the phone again
just the other day
it sounds to me you found your place
and everything is great

but did you wanna listen
you took the world with you
so what is left
so what is left for me

But did you wanna listen
you took the world with you
so what is left
so what is left for me

I try
so hard to figure out
why
no explanation keeps me waiting
lets try
because i know you won't forget
i know
even if the story is over
is over
is over

did you wanna listen
you took the world with you
so what is left for me
so what is left for me

but did you wanna listen
you took the world with you
so what is left
so what is left for me

what's left for me

But did you wanna listen
you took the world with you
so what is left
so what is left for me

I tried'

History

Don't know whether I am being reverse paranoid or something but I seem to be getting checked out a lot by women lately... tonight it was the fit 18 year old dark haired bird in the club...

Amanda has been phoning me (and is indeed now talking to me on MSN), she is a really nice lass... but not what I want...

Whatsername has been mentioned to me by 3 people tonight, it's hard to let something (pfft, good choice of words) go when random people keep mentioning it...

'Dear friends of this academy
Romeo is bleeding to death
To see a friend bleed to death what for
Some of metaphor that I cant see?
So I'll drink until I see it
This sky will make me sick
So I'll give up on you
I'll give up on this
This sky will make me sick
I'll give up on this
I'll give up on you
Archers in your arches
Raise your fingers for one last salute
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine
You want to hold me up and bring me down
You want to hold me up and bring me down
I don't care for your sweet scent
Or the way you want me more than I want you
I don't care for your sweet scent
Or the way you want me more than I want you
It's all mine'

The blue channel

Excellent gig yesterday... Taking Back Sunday, Jimmy Eat World and Green Day kicked fucking ass, Hard-fi sucked, they just tried too much to be 'old skool punx'...

Made an agreement with Anth that if JEW played 'if you dont, dont' I would get another crack at Vicky, it was the 3rd song they played!

Still thinking about that little whore and her new found 'love', it's no pleasure to realise that I was always right about her... as much as I denied and repressed it...

Was checked out by a major little hottie at the gig yesterday, not that I saw it... Our Anth pointed it out... well, he pointed out that he wondered if her boyfriend new she was checking me out... LMFAO, picture of her posted tomorrow when I am sober enough... as if there is ever a time!

'And I'm not so sure
if I'm sure of anything anymore
Well this is the last night (this is the last night)
that you'll be keepin'
secrets from me

Just hit the lights before you leave
you know, the million things you had to say
sorry just, just might have found it's way in there
somehow, some way
But don't worry sweetie
'cause I already know

And I'm not so sure
if I'm sure of anything anymore
Well this is the last night (this is the last night)
that you'll be keepin'
secrets from me

And you're so guilty it's disgusting
He's been,
sneakin' underneath your sheets
And your hands
have been in places that they probably shouldn't go,
but don't worry sweetie
'cause I already know

Regardless if my pictures
they don't line your mirror
Regardless you know that
I'll still wait for your call

Regardless if my pictures
they don't line your mirror
Regardless you know that
I'll still wait for your call

(this is, this is the last time I still wait for your call)
Regardless if my pictures
they don't line your mirror
Regardless you know that
I'll still wait for your call

(honestly, honestly, honestly, honestly)'