The Adventure

I am so fucking sick of the way everything is turning out.

Told Stacie that I wanted nothing from her, nothing to do with her. She never gave me a reason to think she wanted to be with me... her reaction? Go and neck on with some random lad... then try to phone me on Sunday!!

There is a major falling out between me and Mick coming. I am sick of spineless fucks talking behind my back... they have something to say... let them say it to my face!

What I considered to be my favourite neice, Jodie, decided to tell me tonight when she was absoloutely wasted, that she talks to 'whatsername' when she goes into Coast because she gets free drinks... and she wonders why I wasn't happy? so much for family loyalty... she then decided to try and get in my face until it got to the point where she got shot out of the nightclub and I _now_ want fuck all to do with her... she is fucked in the head! balls to her, I looked out for her for so long it's unbelieveable!

Bailif came round, gave me some advice about making offers of payment... gave it a try, got to wait for the result.

Yes, my life is _exactly_ how I planned it...

' I wanna have the same last dream again
The one where I wake up and im alive
Just as the 4 walls close me within
My eyes open up with pure sunlight
Im the first to know
My dearest friend
Even if ur hope has burned with time
Anything that is dead shall be re-grown
And your vicious pain, your warning sign
It will be fine

Hello here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin

Any type of love it will be shown
Like every single tree reach for the sky
If you’re going to fall
Ill let you know
That I will pick u up
Like youthful lie
I thought this thing
I cant replace
Everyone was working for this goal
We’re all the children left without a trace
To come back as pure as gold

Hello here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin
Tonight
Hello here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin
Tonight
Hello here I am
And here we go
Life’s waiting to begin

I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me
I can not live
I can’t breathe
Unless you do this with me

Hello here I am (do this with me)
Here we go
Lets go life is waiting to begin (do this with me)
Hello here I am (do this with me)
Here we go
Lets go life is waiting to begin (do this with me)'