Once upon your dead body

Baillif's have still not been round when I have been in...

Mr Nice Guy Crossling has gone now... any fucker crosses me wrong, they are gonna pay for it! Currells and kinnersly (try and accuse me of being a druggy, you are gonna pay!) are both on my really bad list!

I am a self fulfilling prophecy. When me and Annemarie broke up, I knew that I would one day have a drink problem... then when me and Vicky split up, I had a 'pretendy' drink problem... now I have a real drink problem... just like I always knew I would :-/

Bank account is seriously overdrawn again. Good way for them to make money, take bank charges out when the account has no money in... fuckers!!

Don't know whether it is wishful thinking or not but I feel there is something really wrong with me health wise, just don't feel right at all... but hey ho, who cares right?

'f hello could only drop its 'O'
And it stayed in the front doors way
Of your home, Would you live there still?
Could that make you everything I hate?
Wait...

Do you remember why you did it?
Do you remember why she left?

No, I hope you die right now,
Will you drink my chemical?

Is there price to burn this paradise?
Where you left all parts that hurt to mend
If i don't stay awake
Will she come here again?
For my wish of only one last kiss

For I wish of only one last kiss.
You did...

Do you remember why you did it?
(No, I don't...)
Do you remember why she left?
(Yeah, she did, what you thought was a friend...)
Do you remember why you did it?
Do you remember why she left?

Oh, Oh, I hope you die right now,
Will you drink my chemical?
Oh, Oh, and if you cry out loud,
It'll only make me feel too good

Oh, Oh, I hope you die right now,
Will you drink my chemical?
Oh, Oh, and if you cry out loud,
It'll only make me feel too good

Oh, Oh, I hope you die right now,
Will you drink my chemical?
Oh, Oh, and if you cry out loud,
It'll only make me feel too good

(Once upon your, once upon your)
I hope you die right now,
(Once upon your dead body)
It'll only make me feel too good
(Once upon your, once upon your)
I hope you die right now,
(Once upon your dead body)
It'll only make me feel too good

(Once upon your, once upon your)
I hope you die right now,
(Once upon your dead body)
It'll only make me feel too good
(Once upon your, once upon your)
I hope you die right now,
(Once upon your, dead body)
I hope you die right now'

The writing writer

Friday night, Stacie came up to me but was just 'friendly' and nothing more, or so she tried to make it seem. One of the finest 20 year old's I think I have ever met in my life came up to me, kissed me... really kissed me... and Stacie walked away, a little bit more than upset. She sent me a text later bitching about it...

Saturday, I was planning on a quiet night up the club and then home. I ended up down the town and again, ran into Satcie. She said that I had a 'lot of making up to do'... and I was 'hmmm, not interested!' and yet I still ended up at Stockton in one of her friends house with her....

Was talking to Sam in The Office and all she could talk about was James and how she knows 'it' is going to happen. I told her what I know and that James is not happy with Kelly, and from what I remember, I also told her I had a thing for her.... DUMBASS!!!!!!

' In these words that crash my ears
I now stomach this with fear
With my turn I gathered name as the bastard's son
Who by fire I would come
Through these wires I must cut
Atop this tower of loss and lust

I'll gravitate towards you
I will, in the now, hate you

I'll make you wish you hadn't burned our time before
I'll live through this in a manner
cursed at my own accord

If my shame spills our worth across this floor
Then tonight, goodnight... I'm burning Star IV
Only I don't even think of you
No, I don't want to think of you anymore
Goodnight, tonight, goodbye
Goodnight, tonight, goodbye

In my presence you might wake
Through this fiction I must fake
Your death to grace the face of my character
With these lessons he might learn
That all worlds from here must burn
For as God demands in the end we miss

There is no room for mistakes, my children.
for as I have been told....today is the day I die.
I'm sorry I never played the part as your father, as I should have,
and from the looks on your faces...it seems that's all you've ever asked of me
it is time for you to go into these worlds alone...with all of my love.
I love you.
I love you all so very much.

I don't want to go

So come on bitch, why aren't you laughing now?
You left me here to fend on my own'