Life on Standby

"I don't think people are meant to be by themselves, that's why, if you actually find someone you care about... it's important to let go of the little things - even if you can't let go all the way. Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone... no matter how many people are around you"

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Here I am, once again torn into pieces...

Watched a really interesting dvd yesterday whilst stripping wallpaper and preparing walls for decorating - yes, it's that time of year again!



It's basically all about the Law of Attraction and after watching, I can draw parallels between the way i've been 'organising' my thoughts over the last couple of years, and the misfortune that came with them...

I'm not a very 'spiritual' person as such, but what do I have to lose... ?

Not sure on the status of my band. I've bought a new 24 channel mixing desk and new bass speakers - all I need is commitment from the lead guitarist... I would hate to lose him because we've known each other for years and it could possibly lead to a falling out between us.

Got to go for spinal X Rays tomorrow and full blood tests to find out why I have chronic pain in both legs and left shoulder - me no likee needles :'(