Don't Look Back

Still no sign of the baillifs, and I assume if they had been, they would have left letters, but I have been spending time out with our john and time down the gym.

Got paid today, have no money left after I paid my rent :-/

back is getting worse, feels like it is actually in my hip, there is times i can't walk, can't get comfortable...

heard a song that reminds me of _her_... it makes me wonder if this was how it was for her (i'm guessing not) - then again, who cares, she fucked me over... END OF STORY!!! Never again will she get a mention here...

'My intuition tells me, that this relationship's not working
But we, pretend we're better off not knowing
Only, to realise we can't go on.

Tried to tell you, but you didn't wanna listen, to me,
Say things we don't wanna admit to,
But it's no good, cause it's time to walk away.

I can't explain my reasons anymore,
The talking is over and now I'm out the door...

And if I don't look back
Then I won't see how much I hurt you... I really hurt you,
And if I don't look back
It doesn't mean I didn't love you... I didn't love you.

Please don't, ask me,
Cause I can't take the way you're looking, at me
Everytime we touch it makes me feel so, guilty,
And I can't do this anymore.

I can't explain, I've said it all before
And I won't be persuaded, I'm half way out the door...

And if I don't look back
Then I won't see how much I hurt you... I really hurt you,
And if I don't look back
It doesn't mean I didn't love you... I didn't love you.

It doesn't mean I didn't love you...

I can't explain, my reasons anymore
It's over, your heart's out of my hands...

And if I don't look back
Then I won't know how much I hurt you... I really hurt you,
And if I don't look back
It doesn't mean I didn't love you... I didn't love you. '