Life on Standby

"I don't think people are meant to be by themselves, that's why, if you actually find someone you care about... it's important to let go of the little things - even if you can't let go all the way. Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone... no matter how many people are around you"

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Stories...

Thursday night was a normal night in so much as Chicago Rock went... talking to random women (Kirby wanted me, but because I wouldn't tell her that, went and necked on with some random lad (whom I go to the gym with no less), am I bovvad??), then Stee had a bit of trouble with Mark Weston, who bottled it when I asked him what was going on.... the difference came when we went over to Coast. Apparently, Sam, who worked on the door there when I was 'with' Stacey, has suddenly developed a problem with me, despite me and him being 'mates' for the last two and a half years! I've got to suspect that that little whore has took objection to the fact that I can go into where she works, speak to random women and not give a FLYING FUCK about her!! And after this, trust me sweetheart, you are the last woman on my mind!

Kev tried to come and talk to me on Friday night... sorry fella, you want to call me a heroin addict (yes, I weigh just under 14 stone and am solid back to front) in front of my true friends, please don't think me slightly stroppy when I call you a cunt and tell you to get the fuck out of the club before I tear your head off, it's nothing personal :-/

Saw Vickys ermm, fiance, the other day... ahh well.... I guess sometimes we can't help who we end up with, pffft, check out me and bellamy!! I do miss Vicky... I know there is still something there between us, I just hope we get a chance to find out what it really is...

' I found a lie and then it grew
I found myself still thinking of you
I felt so empty, and now I'm fine
But still it's burning, when will you be mine?

Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for change, don't you?
Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for us to walk away from here

Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside
Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside

Look at me still in your mind
Our memories so intertwined
Well you broke through and found your way
And so did I, no need to stay
In the same old picture, tried and true
We've been through that, Let's look for something new

Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for change, don't you?
Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for us to walk away from here

Do you remember lying on the beach so late at night?
Do you remember running through the sprinklers that night?
Do you remember all the songs that I have wrote for you?
All the songs that I have wrote for you
Oooh
For you
Oooh

I remember...
The way you made me feel when I was with you
I remember...
The smile that always brought me back to you
That look in your eyes
I never thought that this would be untrue
That look in your eyes
I never thought that this would be untrue
Untrue-do daada
do-do laaa
do-do laaa
do-do laada
dooo yeah-yeah

Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for change, don't you?
Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for us to walk away from here'