Life on Standby

"I don't think people are meant to be by themselves, that's why, if you actually find someone you care about... it's important to let go of the little things - even if you can't let go all the way. Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone... no matter how many people are around you"

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Bad Day

Unbelievable. The fit dark haired chick in the club wants Kenny. Kenny is skinny, old, bald (but not yet embracimg it)... basically the opposite of me, is that what women want?

Depressed, miss Vicky, miss 'whatsername', I hate feeling so lonely...

'Where is the moment when needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

'Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well all that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day '

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

One more sad song

Stacie slept over on Friday but still nothing happened. She hung out here for the day on Saturday and made some comments that got me a bit worried - I got the idea she wants destructive / abusive relationships. She phoned me today and said that she got arrested last night but I never called her back...

Heard some shocking news tonight. Scott and Vanessa have split up because Scott said he wanted a younger girlfriend and is now seeing Charlie's 23 year old sister... they seemed to be the couple set for life, if they can't make it, what hope is there for any of us?

Going to Amsterdamn on wednesday with a few members of family, Stee and Paul - should be an experience.

'One boy
one girl
two hearts
their world
time goes by
secrets rise

one more sad song
tears shed
she's gone
She'd take it back if she only could

and all the perfect words they seem so wrong
she's gone
you wish that u could learn to see the doors close
and u wish you could be..
alone with you
alone with me
what can i do? I cannot breathe
my heart is torn
for all to see
Alone with you
alone with me

best friend
worst thing
she's been cheating
friend decieves
she leaves

Last date she cries
whispers goodbye
she walks once more out that door

and all the perfect words they seem so wrong
she's gone
you wish that u could learn to see the doors close
and you wish u could be
alone with you
alone with me
what can i do?
i cannot breathe
my heart is true
for all to see
Alone with you
Alone with me

please, please, please, please
please stay
don't go away
the hardest thing is letting go of you
Please stay, dont go away
the hardest thing is letting go of you
what can i do?

alone with you
alone with me
what can i do? i cannot see
alone with..
alone with...

alone with you
alone with me
what can i do? i cannot breathe
the heart is torn for all to see

alone with you
alone with me.'