I wake up, it's a bad dream, No one on my side...

Been away from here for a couple of reasons, firstly, been on holiday for a week - was a much needed break that, although I couldn't afford it, I needed!

The other, and main reason? A few people I have had the (un)privilege to class as friends in my near past have found kicks in reading about what has happened in my past and tried to use it to take the piss.

For those I am speaking to, let me clue you in... This blog, for me is a way of working _MY_ problems out! Theres never been any doubt nor lies between myself and you lot that I have problems... the fact that you all think you are so perfect that you can take the piss just proves how much 'mates' we were! If you don't like what you have read about yourselfs... STOP READING! What you have done is no more clever than a schoolkid reading her friends diary and telling the whole class... The kicker? I have nothing to say to you and nothing to say _ABOUT_ you - it was your choice that we weren't friends anymore... so enjoy- And also, take great pleasure in the fact that in the last week since I found out what you had been saying, i've been drinking seriously again - well done!!

Had a good night out last week with a _true_ mate who has never asked for anything other than me being straight up with him...

Pissed off post ending, follow up post tomorrow about work done on house and holiday.

Oh, and anonymous comments now blocked, so you can stop wasting your time!!!