Life on Standby

"I don't think people are meant to be by themselves, that's why, if you actually find someone you care about... it's important to let go of the little things - even if you can't let go all the way. Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone... no matter how many people are around you"

Thursday, January 04, 2007

The friend you had in me, you turned on so easily...

First post of 2007...

No change in anything really. Still drinking too much, still a pariah.

Set up my new weight stack. Couple of days training feels sooooo good. I've missed the pain that the day after training gives.

Looking forward to moving. The back room in the house is easily enough space to set up a decent office cum gym type situation. Due to my alcohol problem alongside the related problem of not eating I now weigh 13 stone 2. I am in a 32 inch waist which hang very baggy off me (other than my butt, because i've always had a nice ass!). Physically, I look good and get compliments quite a lot... mentally.... ???

Having major hand troubles more than ever lately. I have lost 90% of feeling in my right hand - added to the sensationless left hand, thats not good!

Got hit on by a majorly fit blonde on NYE. The only problem was that I was'nt sure of her age - and in this town, in this day and age, can be very dangerous!!