give me anything, anything to keep me breathing

Been having the old problem of continous indigestion again lateyl. Change of diet isn't helping this time and neither are antacids. The only thing that helps is to cough up / spit up the contents of my stomach... and this is what I get!

Pretty, no? Worst thing I could have done though is a google search. I pulled up THIS - and out of the 7 symptons it provides, I have . It, along with hiatus hernia and severe ulcer are apparently the 3 most likely diagnosis'

Been messing about with a few music programs, getting the feel for them. Mainly Adobe Audition 2 and Propellerheads Reason 3. I reckon I will soon be writing again.

'cross out these days
on the calendar
it hurts me so much
and im not quite sure
i care anymore'

without it all, i'm choking on nothing

Looks like I may be ressurecting my singing career. A local drummer and Bass Player are wanting to start a cover band doing 70's and 80's rock so i'm arranging an audition with them. I've never really had much confidence in my voice even though I get told all teh time I have a good one. Been doing bits of songwriting again, thinking of buying myself some kit again, keyboard, multitrack (or decent soundcard) etc

This was the last song I was working on... it's called 'Prowl' and pretty much sucks...

Been searching for a program that will cover the guitar work for me because I can't play for shit. Not finding anything useable.

I'm doing the wrong thing again and jonesing over a barmaid - always felt that she dig's me, in fact, Stacey used to hate her for that reason, she always reckoned the same but hey, what does that clueless bitch know (other than accusing people of doing stuff to give her life some drama)

Need vodka - I just do...