Ghost in here

Bad night last night. Wendy and Jodie were fighting with schizo Amanda over Ste (apparently), at the end of the night, I had Kev by the throat because he is a trouble causing little mouth piece...

No money left, no one is texting me...

'Just get up and go!

No one believed everything was for you
I come to see anything that way
Nothing inside was real 'til I found you
I pulled the sheets and you slipped away,

A ghost in here, I can't believe
There's a ghost in here, I can't persuade.
You're killing me.

No one believed everything was for you
I come to see anything that way
Nothing inside was real 'til I found you
I pulled the sheets and you slipped away,

A ghost in here, I can't believe
There's a ghost in here, I can't persuade.

It's taken me
All this time
Fuck you
Just get up and go!

Torch my world, twisting fame, I don't love you
Sew my fate, twisting chain I don't know...

There's a ghost in here.'

Don't hold your breath

Nothing noteworthy goin on in my life enough to put it down in words. Read a good comment on lauren's website...


' the only time breaking up is easy? when you do the breaking up.

the only time a relationship falling apart is easy?
when you are already in a state of mind for it or the person to die.

Does exposure to a large number of breakups you didn't initiate or want EVER get easier in life?
Never.

Is there a cure or a way to feel better and get rid of the hurt, sick feelings, anxiety, can't-stop-thinking-about-him/her?
Yes. But then you might be find out and blamed for rebounding. Otherwise, nothing, other than time and distraction.'

Going to the gym in 5 minutes, still feel drunk...

'I create to destroy at hand
This path I made in the sand
(Tragedy haunts its prey)
And I'm off to the deepest depths
To forfeit my place on this land
The tide pulls you in to me
As one, adrift in the sea
(We finally float away)
The feeling is free and
You'll find yourself drifting with me

Don't hold your breath for long
If the undertow's getting too strong
There's no reason for you to come alone

The horizon is just ahead
The end of the dry lives we've led
(Tragedy haunts its prey)
You know what I think of them
You sutured my wounds when they bled
So what's to become of us?
The answer has yet to be seen
(We finally float away)
As fate puts us side by side
You'll find yourself drifting with me

Don't hold your breath for long
If the undertow's getting too strong
There's no reason for you to come alone

Don't hold your breath for long
If the undertow's getting too strong
There's no reason for you to come alone'