You can't fix what was born to break...

WOW! Finally some good news in this cherry topped shitsundea of my life. I WON MY APPEAL! Physical descriptors scored at 19 - a little different to the 0 I scored from the private 'doctor'. The threshold for what I am in reciept of is 10... Which just goes to show what a sham the National Health Service in the UK is!

Today I recieved a letter saying they owe me over a thousand pounds in back money, which gives me the security of now paying off all the bills I owe.

The defining point of this is that they cannot send me on some stupid assed scheme to turn me into a statistical figure of someone they 'rehabilitated'. I'm in no physical or mental condition for that to happen, brutal to myself, but truthful.

Mandy was texting me last night. She wants to go out again. Half way through texting her back, Stacie, one of my ex's sent me a message to see if I was out... she is 20, Mandy is 37... conundrum time again...

Just eat some king crab claws. Beautiful, but hard to eat with having no strength in hands and I now smell like the beach - and not in a pretty way!

Chuck is the best new TV series ever!! Plus Lisa the Gift Shop Girl from Scrubs is in it...

This was over long before we met...

For the first time in, I wouldn't like to count how long, I had a proper date last night. Me and mandy went out for a few drinks, just to see how things went. I'm not the best judge (of anything really) but it seemed ok. My friends liked her, we got on well, there was no pressure and we ended up at mine... where we kissed and nothing more! I sort of felt that I like her too much to rush into stuff. Wow, guess I am sort of growing up!

Had the pleasure of getting home today to find a kid jumping all over my car. I shouted to the mother to let her know I had seen her and got abuse about how she was 'gorna sue me for sllllander'. I have had so much damage done to my car since I moved here it's ridicolous... and it's all down to scumbag chav families like that one. She tried to say she was getting her 'boyfriend' to come round (probably another smackhead who thieves from cars) and sort me out.

Hate this place at the moment.

Still no decision on appeal.

My nephew flipped his car. Been driving just under a month, he reckons he braked hard, I know he was speeding.

Theres 2 blogs I miss reading, they evened me out?