Was it greed that pushed your heart through the struggles you've endured?

People assume that alcoholism is a purely mental addiction. What happens is that your body gets use to a certain level of alcohol and anything less causes the physical side to manifest. With me I get 'antsy', I get a full body twitch, from head to toe and I get a quake through my body - even if i'm not shaking on the exterior. I'm experimenting on cutting down.

Treat myself to an Xbox 360 and a couple of games today - Call of Duty 4 and Halo 3. Going out to buy a 37" LCD TV tomorrow. Then it's time to get my car back on the road. See, i'm trying to kill off this addiction...

Good band rehearsal last night. It went well. One left before gig :-O

Had a big problem with my throat today. It feels like my tonsils are swollen and every time I swallow, they are halfway down my throat - nice!

And boy do I know how to pick 'em. Mandy has been texting me and phoning me all day wanting to know what she has 'done wrong'. I haven't had my mobile with me because I can hardly speak and feel so ill I don't want to deal with people... there's another potential down the drain! I always seem to attract the schizo's!!