Betrayal is the defining trait of humanity...

Oh dear, it's now confirmed for the Charity gig. We are doing it for the Hartlepool Hospice, a charity that is pretty close to me as I have lost a lot of family members to Cancer.

Wow, quite impressed. A friend of mine asked me to design a flyer for their business and despite not doing anything like this for sooooo long, I am very happy with teh result... and so is he :-)

Why does the road I walk not comfort me?

Well, i'm not too convinced that my appeal went my way. The questions they asked were pretty ermm, fucking stupid and they skimmed over my alcohol addiction and well, to be honest, my mental state, both in the past and at the moment. They also kept making excuses for the cock of a doctor who made the origional decision saying that 'he only reports _his_ thoughts'. Not heard anything so far despite them saying I would get their decision in a couple of days.

Fred Mascherino has left Taking Back Sunday to concentrate on his 'side' project, The Color Fred. Gutted he is gone from TBS but TCF's stuff is pretty good.



Me likee.

Got dragged down to the Town last night for beers. Saw Stacie, one of my ex's and she looked pretty. Met up with a girl I origionally met last year. She ended up having a 'semi' relationship with a friend of mine, Stu - who neglected to tell her he was married with a newborn baby... when she found out she wanted nothing to do with him. There was always something there between me and her, Mandy, from the beginning and last night it came out... until Stu got jealous. Being the gentleman I am, I let them get to talking, he was first in the queue after all. She took my mobile number so it's all on her...

Drinking hard again...

Everyone's a let down it just depends on how far down they can go...

So finally the day of my appeal has rung in - shitting bricks!

Looks like my band, Accidental Angels and Kenny's 'comedy' duo are doing a Charity gig for the Hartlepool Hospice the 28th of next month - shitting bricks!

I am shitting bricks so much I could build a fucking extension!

Made myself a last supper in view of the appeal. Rib eye steak, cooked blue of course, rainbow peppers, mushrooms, onions and cherry tomatoes. I was impressed

and my camera has gone completely spazmoid since the stupid time change thing

Meh!

Seperate the space between love and lies...

Anybody out there with experience of getting splitting footage from a DVD? I've managed to transfer our last band practice to DVD, but don't know how to break it down into chunks :-S

I'm not proud of my alcohol addiction but I am not ashamed of it either. I have either hurt or alienated a lot of people who didn't deserve it and meant a lot to me... but I have have been abandoned by a lot more due to my problem, and that hurts ME more! Half rant comes from a comment made tonight with regards to 'ex' friends...

Me gotsa a big assed spider living outside my house!!!