Life on Standby

"I don't think people are meant to be by themselves, that's why, if you actually find someone you care about... it's important to let go of the little things - even if you can't let go all the way. Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone... no matter how many people are around you"

Saturday, July 22, 2006

I'M MELLLLLTTTTIIINGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sweet baby jesus and the orphans, it's so warm I think I am cooking from the inside out - t'is not nice when it's this muggy. It rained a little earlier, wish i'd gone out and danced in it... then again, people think i'm weird enough as it is!

So I had a visit from the head of repairs and my new housing officer. The repairs are going to get done... amazing what a threatining letter will do...

Got my ipaq connected to the internet through Bluetooth - was a piece of piss. This now means I can sit outside, on my bench and surf and chat and other such stuff that geeks tend to do when they sit in the sun...

Went for a walk with my camera the other day. Went over the cemetary and then through the park that lives next door to me.

Nobody makes headstones / monuments like this anymore. I think this is awesome!

The last shot is of my grove - thats why I like living her, it's very scenic and usually peaceful.

Why is blogger so gay that each time you upload a photo, it appears at the top of the edit post - PUT IT WHERE I WANT IT FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!

Going out tonight, just 'COS I CAN! but I think I am in major need of a shower - I am captain sweato and I fight crime with my amazing powers of my pungent pits...

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

So come on bitch, why aren't you laughing now?


Been extremely drunk since 10 this morning. Found a couple of letters from my neice, Lindsay who died last year, she was 26...

Lindsay got in with a bad lad and ended up a heroin addict. The cause of death was heart problems that must have been brought on by the drug abuse - I miss her. I used to have this continual nightmare that I would get home from work and my mum would tell me that Lindsay had been found dead - i'm just glad that my mum never had to go through losing her...

Got my Ipaq, H brought it round today, i'm really happy with it... well, I would be if I could get it to connect to teh 'net through greenteeth!!