Life on Standby

"I don't think people are meant to be by themselves, that's why, if you actually find someone you care about... it's important to let go of the little things - even if you can't let go all the way. Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone... no matter how many people are around you"

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Lying is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off

I hate being alone, my flat, at the moment, is just a few walls and a bed... not that I ever sleep in it!

The judge awarded teh decision to the Currells, without even really _hearing_ about my financial situation, god bless the UK legal system! There is no way I can raise the cash, gonna send them an inventory of what I have and tell them to take their pick, up to the value!

It sucks not having a car...

Stacie sent me a text on Saturday asking me to pick her up and she could stay at mine and we could 'have some fun...'. so I told her I couldn't do that... :-/

I rarely see anything of my family, if I don't make an effort to see them.... the only time they ever get in touch or come round is when they want something...

Getting close to doing something, don't know what, hope it's not like the beginning of the year - one breakdown a year is enough I think?

Been missing whatsername the last few weeks, probably because of the time of year....

' Well Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Well Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin

I've got more wit
A better kiss
A hotter touch
A better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet.
Sweetie you had me.
Girl, I was it look past the sweat
A better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No no no you know it will always just be me...

Let's get these teen hearts beating.
Faster, faster!

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat
And hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat
And hold a lover close?

So I guess we're back to us
Oh cameraman, swing the focus!
In case I lost my train of thought where was it that we last left off ?
Lets pick up pick up
Oh now I do recall
We just were getting to the part...
Where the shock sets in
And the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick
I sure hope you didn't expect to get all of the attention
Lets not get selfish
Did you really think I'd let you kill this chorus

Let's get these teen hearts beating
Faster, faster!

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat
And hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat
And hold a lover close?

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat...

Let's get these teen hearts beating
Faster, faster!
Let's get these teen hearts beating
Faster

I've got more wit
A better kiss
A hotter touch
A better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet
Sweetie you had me
Girl, I was it look past the sweat
A better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No no no you know it will always just be me...

Let's get those teen hearts beating
Faster, faster!

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat
And hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat...
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat...
...And hold a lover close

Let's get these teen hearts beating
Faster, faster!
Let's get these teen hearts beating
Faster'