Life on Standby

"I don't think people are meant to be by themselves, that's why, if you actually find someone you care about... it's important to let go of the little things - even if you can't let go all the way. Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone... no matter how many people are around you"

Sunday, January 28, 2007

I feel diseased, Is there no sympathy from the sun?

Still soiling my granny panties about Wednesdays rehearsal - it's been sooooooo fucking long since I have been a part of somebody elses band - I only had myself to answer to in the last lot of years!!

I've still been messing on with the production side of music, just to get back to grips with it... My latest 'attempt' is THIS - The vocals were recorded with me singing into a mic plugged into my laptop hence the slightly 'warbly' sound... I had to use quite a few processing effects to get rid of the hiss and sound of the laptop CPU fan! It is either down to that or the fact that for the first time ever, I have used VBR in a mixdown... ?? If there are any musical genii (thats got to be the plural for genius, yes?) out there, could do with some advice :-S

Sat with one of my friends ex wife, his daughter and a very good friend of mine called Sue ( she was habitually beaten by her (now ex) husband until one night I told him that the next time he laid a hand on her, he would have me to deal with )... and to me, it seemed there was a bit of ermm... a _thing_ between me and Emma, Kenny's daughter... she is 20 and absoloutely stunning... she makes the women I fantasize about look like short, fat, bald men!!!!

Had about 4 hours sleep in the last 36 hours... I suck at sleeping when I need to do it...

New boiler is as bad as the old one, still leaking, still only kicks in when it feels like it...

Need a multi gym, my free weights take up too much space...