Sorry

Why? What is it about me that attracts them?? Yes, last night was nearly 'revenge of the married woman'. First, Amanda, some girl i've been with once just before she got married was all over me in Shades and wanting me to take her home (she was slaughtered and I wasn't going to take advantage of that) and she kept saying she loved me... ffs. Then, I go to the Lighthouse and the Married woman from the other week was in there trying to get me to bring her back... AAARGHHH!!!!

Trina was going to stay out but called into work so I never got to see her last night. She said she is out tonight though. I'm going to pick Les up and we are going to see Guns 'n' Oatcakes up the club for the first set.

'Today's a reason for living
Today's the blood from a stone
Today's a light from a candle
Helping us to find our way home

Today we carry each other
Today the past is a freak
Today's a time for forgiveness
You were never that good to me

(Welcome to this world of mine)

I'm sorry, I can't lie
I'm wasting too much time
Drowning I've been blind
But I've opened up my eyes
Sorry, I can't lie
So I just say goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Yeah

Today's tasting the honey
Today's the strike of a match
And today's the lines in the pavement
Helping us to find our way back
Today's the crosses we carry
Today's the strength that we need
And today's the hand of an angel
You were not the kind to believe'

I don't wanna know

Met someone in Chicago Rock last night. A girl named Trina and she seems really nice. We've been texting each other all day and I think I will see if she wants to go out properly sometime. She has done Page 3 ffs (and since had a breast reduction 'cos she was sick of the attention she got because of them). She's older than my norm, 27 and she's slightly plump, but there is somethng about her....

'your eyes were covered in sunglasses
when they first met my eye
i sat there and stared at you
you didn't seem to mind
the awkward ways we meet

first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know

i never cared how i dressed before
but i cared that night
anticipation ran through my bones
and my clothes never fit right
i can't wait 'til we meet again'

Don't

Not had much to post about lately... well, anything to post about. I seem to be standing still in life at the moment, nothing changes... for the better or for the worse.

Hopefully out clubbing it tonight.

Started working on a new song at practice last night 'Falling Down in Sympathy', title unashamedly stolen from a song of Si Lee's, sounds like it could be a cracker.

'There was a time long ago
But it seemed like yesterday
When all I wanted was you
And now you make a segway
As you turn your face away
And I know your words aren't true

And I don't want your lies
And I don't think that I'm
better than you inside

And you can take off your disguise
Cause I can see the truth that's hidden
Behind your eyes

And all those words that you don't say
just mean less and less each day
you can't make me shed a tear

I think about tomorrow
Another day of sorrow
But I don't think that I'll be here'

Set phasers to stun

Decent training sesson today at the gym, the juice is kicking in bigstyle now. Crap Ice Hoxkey training... 9 of us turned up and my legs kept going dead for some reason... I think it's the sust thats doing it.

Thats all I have to say, damn my life is interesting!

'Say yes, say yes, say yes, say yes
(say yes, say yes, say yes, say...)
I'm sorry it took me so long
I'm sorry it took me so long
(to come around)
I'm sorry it took me so long
(to come around)

Your famous last words started
once your fingers hit the snooze
Just nine more minutes please (and they...)
They all know where to find me

Every word that I said, what a big mistake
And the ones you left out are keeping me away
I will never make another promise (without you)
I will never make another promise (with you in mind)

So pace the stairs to your apartment
like that’s where you want to be (where you want to be)
That’s where you want to be (where you want to be)'

Your own disaster

Top night out last night round Stockton with my team mates. It wasn't cheap, but it was worth it. Me and Deano hit Angels, must have spent about £60 in there alone. Still feeling melancholy, then again, loneliness can do that to you.

' Just think of this and me
as just a few of many things
to lie around, to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
cause there's something's I'd like to say to you

And I don't think that you know what you've been missing
Cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing

And I dare you to forget
the marks you left across my neck
from those nights when we were both found at our best
Now I could make this obvious and you
you could deny me all in one breath
you could shrug me off your shoulders

And I don't think that you know what you've been missing
Cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing
And I don't think that you know,
I said I don't think you know,
I said I don't think that you know what you've been missing

Hey lush, have fun, it's the weekend
Hey lush, have fun
Hey lush, have fun, it's the weekend
Hey lush, have fun'