Life on Standby

"I don't think people are meant to be by themselves, that's why, if you actually find someone you care about... it's important to let go of the little things - even if you can't let go all the way. Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone... no matter how many people are around you"

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Falling

All I seem to do is alienate people, or disapoint them in some way. My training partner, well, now ex training partner sent me a snotty text the other week when I was ill asking if a box of spare computer parts was all he got for £100 because I hadb't managed to pick his girlfriends monitor up - 'scuse me for having to take my car off the fucking road!! I told him that I needed his computer here to install the bits, just in case it needed driver... so what did the idiot do? 'phone somebody out of a local paper and pay them - it would have cost him £5 in a taxi... fuck him, feck 'em all!

I have the unique skill of repulsing women, I am the opposite of a chick magnet

My drinking continues to get worse... a lot worse, as in from when I waske up 'til when I go back to sleep

' you in your shell
are you waiting for someone
to rescue you
from yourself
dont be disapointed
when no one comes

dont blame me you didnt get it
dont blame me you didnt get it
dont blame me you didnt get it
i already told you
that falling is easy
its gettting back up
that becomes the problem
becomes the problem
if you dont believe you can find a way out you become the problem
become the problem

you all alone
are you waiting for someone
to make you whole
cant you see
arent you tired of
this disfunctional routine

dont blame me you didnt get it
dont blame me you didnt get it
dont blame me you didnt get it
i already told you
that falling is easy
its gettting back up
that becomes the problem
becomes the problem
if you dont believe you can find a way out you become the problem
becomes the problem

i already told you
that falling is easy
its gettting back up
that becomes the problem
becomes the problem
if you dont believe you can find a way out you become the problem
become the problem

falling is easy
its gettting back up
that becomes the problem
becomes the problem
if you believe you can find a way out you solve the problem youve solved your problem'