Life on Standby

"I don't think people are meant to be by themselves, that's why, if you actually find someone you care about... it's important to let go of the little things - even if you can't let go all the way. Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone... no matter how many people are around you"

Sunday, January 01, 2006

2005. My year in review

I lost the love of my life

I lost my god-daughter, and my best mate of over 8 years

I lost my niece

I lost my brother

I lost what little dignity I had along with the respect of 99% of the people who know me

I very nearly lost my life, and when that didn't work, my sanity

I've lost myself to alcohol, I don't feel 'right' without drink inside of me

All in all, not the best year of my life, and that _really_ takes something, I have had one majorly sucky life.