2005. My year in review

I lost the love of my life

I lost my god-daughter, and my best mate of over 8 years

I lost my niece

I lost my brother

I lost what little dignity I had along with the respect of 99% of the people who know me

I very nearly lost my life, and when that didn't work, my sanity

I've lost myself to alcohol, I don't feel 'right' without drink inside of me

All in all, not the best year of my life, and that _really_ takes something, I have had one majorly sucky life.